I feel like I talk an awful lot about feelings, but not so much about using those feelings for creativity. I think the biggest problem I have is that I am not a tremendously creative person. I don’t go Into making a song knowing what I am going …
Rants
thoughts
Creativity
really wish my response to the news wasn’t typically “How is this even legal?!?”
thoughts
Father's Day
I don’t think it’s any secret that when I was eighteen years old, my girlfriend at the time gave birth to a baby boy. We both knew there was no way we could raise that child properly and so she found a lovely family to adopt our baby boy. …
Developer Build
I’m working on moving a lot of stuff to my iPad, somehow just realized how much storage is in this thing. Like the idea of better taking advantage of that.
But in the process of onboarding apps I looked around and realized I have two of …
I always write more when I am upset.
I just feel the need to express myself more with words when I am on a down swing. It’s been a reasonable good day and I felt the need document it, just for a change of things. Change things up for once.
The …
Walls And Holes
I put these little walls up to protect myself. I hope that by somehow putting some space between me and other people, that it will keep me from getting hurt. I have this hope that by avoiding certain topics or politics or religion, …
I am utterly convinced that one of these little walks I go on is going to lead to another heart attack and ultimately, my demise..
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Music-making
🎵I Remember...
To listen to this track, click here: i-remember.m4a
This is a song that came together on a warm and rainy day i n June while playing with my phone. I found the vocals in my voice memos app and had forgotten recording it. Wasn’t even sure what I …
This. That meditation has helped me so many times to pull myself together more times than I can count. I need it now more than ever.
I have never been to a Trader Joe’s and thought “gee, this seems like a place I want to come back and shop at. Ever.”
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Curves for the 📷 challenge
Confessions About Frustration And Grief
For several years Now I have been dealing with grief. It is a No-holds barred, bare-knuckle match against an opponent you can not beat. Four years ago my roommate, who might as well be my sister died somewhat suddenly from cancer. I had been trying …
So I’ve mentioned my love for the faint before. Woke up this morning with this gem in my head. So it’s the #songoftheday
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Sneakertree #mbjune
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Music-making
Another Sunday rambling
Starting to feel like I get this again…May need to go back and clean up some of my socials, I can see where they saren’t particularly following any kind of focus. I mean, I can’t say focus has been a trait I embody, but at least I …
Starting a challenge #mbjune
Now that I am old & grizzled, I get a lot less people telling me the benefits of not smoking…
Some days you wake up and feel like you just don’t know what to do with yourself. This is one of those days. I know I have errands to run, and things I could do…Been working on some really creepy beats for a new song…But all I …
Instant pho-Ken to combat cold rainy days.
Oh the sheer joy of shedding subscriptions! Just got rid of several things that were nice to have but not really worth it to me. Wish I could get rid of the Adobe scam machine, but we’ll get there eventually. In the mean time, just happy to add …
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The part that really gets me is how often I have heard my conservative friends talk about the corruption in the Democratic Party and yet they are perfectly fine with accepting a jet from another country to use as …
Listening to corporate avenger, music I first heard of a very long time ago. Somehow seems even more prescient now.
“Love is an action. But the action happens by itself. There is no doer. Love is not an activity; it’s the centre of the wheel. There’s no ‘me’ in it, no plan or purpose. There are no rewards for love. It sees no …
music-listening
I have been listening to the Faint since I got back from S.Carolina and I have to say underrated and wonderful.